A LEDGER OF MY TIME

Costing of my time is priceless,
In terms of any currency.
It becomes totally worthless,
Even in its apparency.

I freely just give it away,
No set timeline to be paid back.
Please just don’t let it go astray,
It takes time to get back on track.

Somehow In my younger years, 
The hours of the days seem longer.
As I get less young, each year blurs,
Regretfully, I conquer.

Life, like a video player 
With just the play button working,
Replay is at your mind’s favor,
Since the rewind button’s missing.

Yet, it seems record is always stuck,
Even when I tried to fix it.
Seems to store my life in a trunk,
Even ones I’m ready to split.

There are days I contemplate,
Flashing back to life’s past moments.
Mostly pleasant, some captivate,
Others stay in disagreements.

Living life filled with no regret,
Only a few disappointments.
Just shadows of my silhouette,
Leaving my life with no judgments.

Seeing life played out everywhere,
Each day carrying its own theme.
I suddenly become aware,
This wasn’t another night’s dream.